Time

I wonder when we'll get that call for the surgery?

Meantimes Dad is doing a cracking job of just carrying on with his photography and computing.

It's hard to believe he'll never work again , that a part of his life is at an end through no choice or expectation of his own.

Been to the podiatry , thankfully the toes are healing and all is well on that end.

I'm hoping things start to settle here too , I wonder sometimes if the Partner will be around in years to come ,I don't know what to expect anymore.

I miss my friend , very very much , sometimes I get jealous hearing talk lol but thats because I'm here and not there .

If I was there oh the life I'd have but the guilt I'd have for not being here with Mum and Dad would be worse .