I can't do anything for my dad or my mum .
On a better note we've decided maybe we should get married while dad is well enough to be there , that means before this year is over probably the autumn , mum wants us to get married on her wedding anniversary but I don't know I think it might feel a bit morbid in a way , I have yet to suggest it to the partner.
Only 2 more rounds of chemo to go , horrendous, the effects were bad this time. He was so tired and so bloated and ill looking. Yet he still looked well in an odd kind of way.
My heart is breaking , nothing is solace right now.
Bad days and good days.
Rain and sunshine.
