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Ok updates

On cancer front Dad had a good result ( no one ever thinks cancer can have a good result if its terminal) no growth so far and a scan in two months ( if growth he will refuse chemo , if no growth til next year he will take chemo then) so potentially we are told up to 3 years if all continues as is which is very important for the little grandchild they are due in january.

The wedding is creeping closer , OH MY GOD IM GETTING MARRIED IN NOVEMBER.

and today we went to the fertility clinic , it was a hi! get on the couch and let me stick this up you.....

lol as in I had a scan which showed an egg ready to pop this weekend so busy busy me an him indoors could very well be , it also means i've been getting my dates and timing very mixed up ...duuuhhh oh well .

They also tested for rubella and chlamydia and have sent a form for hormone testing on the 2nd day of my next period...INTERESTING PEOPLE!

Just saw Levi Roots Dragons Den UK edt , love that sauce! btw dragons den is a uk show levi roots just makes the sauce.

Had my friend visiting , always sad when they go especially as they live so far away!

Soon be time for my sis to come home too , she's my bridesmaid , ooo I've missed her!

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So its been a while , well I never was the most prolific blogger , not that I have kids to blog about , plenty of real life issues though !

Dad has his last session of chemo next wednesday , my sis is here from Australia on a two week flying visit , at least this way she sees all the shite stuff happening first hand .

I have issues of a feminine nature ( I could give a fuck if this embarrasses anyone) so they are sending me to the fertility clinic , guess this means kids poss sooner than I thought . At nearly 30 I need to sort that shit out before time runs out , that at least I have learned from Dad's illness.

Time isn't on anyone's side not even Gene Hunts ok? and he's dead already anyway!

Work pauchels along at the same rate , same shite from same people , less chance of me putting up with it , I am so definitely not taking it lying down anymore no fucking way.

I'm never too good at blogging , it's not that I've not got anything to say , I've got loads believe me but more of a Ah crap I can't think or Ah crap I can't be bothered.

I will be back though , poss use this as some mad chart of fertility nonsense and Dad's cancer as it was intended for in the first place oh and yes you , you scumbag if you are readi8ng this karma will bite your ass , cheek of anyone wishing karma on a dying man and his family , disgusting thing to say .